Hope’s breast cancer was a challenge that had to be met. At stake was her life. She had to overcome the disease for her husband and her children, but, mostly, because she just wasn’t ready to die. She wasn’t ready to die because she hadn’t lived her life yet. She had put everything on hold because of her diagnosis.

Now, with the cancer in remission, her life is stagnant and she is desperate to change it. Is disease destiny? Is it coincidence? Whatever the force is, Hope finds herself facing tough challenges, and yet because of the circumstances she discovers new friends and new love for family.

With her diary, Hope opens her heart for all to read. She tells us about her struggles with cancer, God, marriage, motherhood, guilt, and earthly desires…not to mention the abyss of death.